When I give, it does not come with strings.
I’m not keeping track of what you owe me.
When I give, I choose to do so without ulterior motives.
I give because I’m genuine.
I give because I know what it’s like to be without.
To long for and be ignored.
To speak and not be heard.
To care for and have nothing returned.
When I give it’s because I get it.
It’s because I know the value in what I have in my heart and I refuse to let the world stop me from sharing that.
But when things start being taken for granted,
When you no longer appreciate my sincerity,
I won’t switch, I won’t get angry, and I won’t be spiteful.
I’ll just get smart and I’ll change your role in my life.
Because when I give, I’m all in.
But when I’m done, there’s no looking back.
I stopped sending paragraphs.
I stopped telling people how to behave.
I stopped entertaining retaliation & inconsistency.
I stopped telling people how important is communication.
I started walking away from all these crap, blocking, and distancing myself.
Life is becoming peaceful.
Sometimes being yourself & independent in life is better than being surrounded by halfass people.
(This post is not for those who came & vanished in past. It’s for my future person, in case you experience something is odd in me or missing in me, just say it and keep forgiving me till you experience the best of me.)