Some humans would do anything to see if it was possible to do it. If you put a large switch in some cave somewhere, with a sign on it saying ‘END OF THE WORLD SWITCH – PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH’, the paint wouldn’t even have time to dry before someone touches it.
When I give, it does not come with strings. I’m not keeping track of what you owe me. When I give, I choose to do so without ulterior motives. I give because I’m genuine. I give because I know what it’s like to be without. To long for and be ignored. To speak and not be heard. To care for and have nothing returned. When I give it’s because I get it. It’s because I know the value in what I have in my heart and I refuse to let the world stop me from sharing that. But when things start being taken for granted, When you no longer appreciate my sincerity, I won’t switch, I won’t get angry, and I won’t be spiteful. I’ll just get smart and I’ll change your role in my life. Because when I give, I’m all in. But when I’m done, there’s no looking back.
I stopped sending paragraphs. I stopped telling people how to behave. I stopped entertaining retaliation & inconsistency. I stopped telling people how important is communication. I started walking away from all these crap, blocking, and distancing myself. Life is becoming peaceful. Sometimes being yourself & independent in life is better than being surrounded by halfass people.
(This post is not for those who came & vanished in past. It’s for my future person, in case you experience something is odd in me or missing in me, just say it and keep forgiving me till you experience the best of me.)
People who juggle too much in their head don’t know they are juggling the same thing & confusing themselves. You can’t juggle egg & eggplant at the same time, you are juggling with boiled egg or scrambled egg. The egg is still the same.
Now while reading this, you are also thinking about your egg who is the same person with two sides. Be decisive whether to pick him/her without a second thought. Egg will remain the same, you need to learn how to switch ways while dealing with them.
Situations don’t drain me anymore. I am way beyond something which can bring me down. Too soon life switched to something which is all about strength & opportunities. Yes I spark positivity & life, maybe that’s the only reason some new connections are drawn towards me. I understand & value it.
Just wanna say; fight for what/whom you want. Move ahead together whenever there is equal give & take. I love/respect those who vibe same positivity as mine.