You’ve got to ask yourself what you’re living for, who you’re living for, and if none of those answers begin with you then you’re living your life wrong. You’re living a lie.
Everything you do should revolve around you. Every person, every place, ever moment should start and end with you. This is your life and you shouldn’t spend it on dull things, in people who don’t understand the type of love you carry within your bones. Because you only live once and it’s your job to make it count. So let every day be yours, own it and never apologize for being who you are.
What is the point in being alive if you are not going to try for something? If you are not going to at least attempt to make your time here remarkable? Stop holding yourself back. Tell the person that makes your stomach ache with hope that every part of your heart is tender for them, even if you think you aren’t ready. Don’t just fantasize about your dream job, actively pursue it, and if that door is not open, knock it down. Dreaming about a new business, go for it & own yourself. Got a goal? GO, Fetch it. Buy the plane ticket, climb a mountain, swim to shred after an intense workout session, surf when it’s raining, pet your canadian warmblood horse like a sweet puppy, surprise your mates & university bitches with some butt naked snapchat streaks on a beach, let your friends tease you “Aquaman minus SUPERPOWERS”, jump the fence, kiss an angel, makeout in the middle of a concert, full throttle that AMG to 150mph cruising through Autobahn while touring cross-country with your bestfriend.
Make sure that you don’t allow your fear to hold you back. Instead, look your fear in the face and invite it to dinner, become it’s friend. Live alongside it, let it make you feel alive. Just choose impossibility. Choose risk. Choose making mistakes, new mistakes, and making memories, and making it up as you go. Just choose to embrace whatever time you do have here, stay consistent on your life path, because life is finite, and fragile, and it vanishes too quickly. Just make it worth it. Make it count. Life is fun, let it be.
Sometimes it’s better to just let things be, let people go, don’t fight for closure, don’t ask for explanations, don’t chase answers, and don’t expect people to understand where you’re coming from.
And also sometimes it’s the little things. It’s the shoulder/forehead kisses and cooked breakfasts and the “drive safe” texts or a long mail/letter on your birthday/anniversary/celebration milestones. It’s those things that for some reason make you feel more loved than you ever have before. It’s easy to plan elaborate nights out, meetings or small weekend trips, when someone can make you feel so happy just by doing the smallest things. That’s when you know you’ve got something special in someone special. It’s never about finding the right one. A RIGHT PERSON IS RIGHT BECAUSE OF HIS/HER OWN WAYS WITH/WITHOUT YOU.
How many times have you felt losing your mojo towards people pretty quick!! Not talking about just some romantic bullshit, i am talking about friends or acquaintances. People turn boring when they stop adding some value/goodness to our life. Most think their social media presence & possessions are attractive. I low-key hate every single one who wants to build clout over instagram or tiktok just by following some trend, they are all generic crap in my eyes. Every pretty face will be replaced by another prettier face one day, that’s the reality of our world.
Want to show me you are fun & exciting!?! Let’s talk business, money, growth, technology, automobile, literature, workout, baking, real estate, career plans or if it’s a casual conversation tell me your taste in music with why so!! Life is small & exciting if you are on a journey to achieve something. Your goals make you gorgeous in my eyes. The same life can feel long & boring if you get along with people who don’t have much going on, same applicable on you for that matter. At the end i can say; people remain boring & mediocre out of own choice, it’s not any other person’s responsibility to point out that nonsense. Figure out & fetch your dreams. Life is fun, let it be.
Being bad is ok, it’s solvable at some point. But being in denial isn’t right, someday it’s gonna blow up nasty & every negativity drags us down quickly. People who run away from themselves can’t stand for anything that’s legitimate, reason behind it is own moral flaws.
Nobody expects you to be a perfect human being. Learn to accept yourself for what you are, that’s what makes you build your own identity. Be yourself.
Some follow their passion & some follow their person.
Earlier one wins life. Later one may win little love if the other person is on same page, in 2020 chances are still thin to expect truth out of someone’s head/heart.
(Reading all my posts/thoughts one person gets little scared of me sometimes, Please don’t. I adore you my polish bum. Can’t expect/ask more from you. I took my long sweet time or still taking more, hella unsure with it. Because I am still very much in love with money, pizza & cheesecake.😜 You are making my new city’s excitement 2X & I am not even started yet. Muaaaaaaahhhhhhh.)
LIARS have to sell them short. Not because they want to, but because they have to. There is no other way out.
Wanna know why: A liar lies to every single person a different lie a different way, it’s like building a strong wall around yourself after locking yourself inside a prison. No escape instead of living your lies.
Doesn’t matter who says what, I never went to a girl and said “Aww you look so beautiful & blah blah blah”. I am confident because I am just casual with everyone, no matter how you look or present yourself. Never chased anyone, I can’t do that. Definitely bad, but I am true.
Girls came my way with their salty approach. I am the one who sidelined all, & I will keep on doing that. You know the worst part; even after reading this, not a single person will stop approaching me for more. I have a good equation with everyone. No-one is less or more special. Even if I wanna woo you, I am not afraid of getting over you. The only thing that hurts me “when my BANK ACCOUNT STOPS GROWING”.
There are people who think someone will approach for a relationship & life will be all rose pink after that. We are living in the world where one swipe left/right, you meet someone. And next day that person is gone to someone else or better.
My philosophy is; I am building myself. I get along with strong headed or loyal heart people. The one who wants me will get me & not stop fighting till mission accomplished. Life is like 80% work & 20% rest bullshit. That’s how I roll. A romantic relationship is not the goal of anyone’s life. You don’t need LOVE to spoon or fuck. It depends on your morals how you entertain people. Build a TRUE amazing self before asking a stable secure relationship.
Now a days we usually see LOVE triangle situations, they are nothing less than a hell on earth. Whoever does that gets nothing except bad karma.
If you have faced it, just leave both of them with whatever they are upto. You are the legit person, don’t think about that cheap person who betrayed. You will get someone who is a million times beautiful & better than that past. Put your smile, be true to yourself, cleanse your heart, move away & move on.
One thing I am afraid of is “LIARS”. Not like they lie to one specific person & presents truth to others. They lie almost everything to everyone. That’s their habit to create a comfortable safe image of themselves in that hideout of lies till Karma gets them.
(If you are one among my friends who I am talking about, please follow your TRUTH even though it will create some chaos. And flush everything that you started under lies, they will be done/gone soon or sooner either ways. At least crushing them from your side will give you a sense of self worth.)
It’s not fun when communication is blocked. I have no issues in accepting I messed up big time. I wasn’t able to make it. Don’t grant me a SORRY just like that. You know I don’t believe in that word.
Just remember “I will never lie to you. I will never break your trust. I will never hide anything. I will never block your access to my tomorrow. I am lucky to have you as my guardian angel. You are only one person in front of whom I can be emotionally naked. Doesn’t matter I screw 20 more bitches, you will never lose access to my life. People come and go, all are worthless because no-one stands the test of time, their validity is limited. You are my shining star. Your company makes me feel like I found diamond in a coal mine.”
One thing I am confessing, “I was falling for you during a certain phase of my life. It’s you who broke it. Can’t forgive you. Whenever you say those 3 words to me, I don’t want to hear it. And pardon me, I can’t serve you anything such in exchange.” I will unblock your number tomorrow after interview with my PhD supervisor. I am little stressed. We will start from where we left. I assure you will get all your answers. We planned shopping & food during next month meeting, no changes with that. But I am substracting Frank from that plan. And we will not talk this shit during that time, let’s finish what’s left unsaid.
Doesn’t matter you are in a relationship or not, there is always a journey which is just yours. Your career path, your business goals, your own hobbies; these are all yours which make you a better beautiful you.
Now if your love/relationship isn’t helping you grow towards a better you, then stop lying to yourself. We enter relationships with tons of TRUTH & LOYALITY to become a better version of ourselves. We do it for our own happiness. The other person is there for a push. We do the same for them as well. Emotional availability speaks when words fall short.
Till you discover your worth, your goals & life purpose; you can’t be in a relationship with anyone.
People trust me not because I am good or bad. I maybe way smaller person than what you are. I am TRUSTWORTHY because I buy my good & bad both equally with complete TRUTH. If I am a faulty dickhead at some point; it’s only me who will spread that first before any asshole even thinks about playing with my shit.
People who juggle too much in their head don’t know they are juggling the same thing & confusing themselves. You can’t juggle egg & eggplant at the same time, you are juggling with boiled egg or scrambled egg. The egg is still the same.
Now while reading this, you are also thinking about your egg who is the same person with two sides. Be decisive whether to pick him/her without a second thought. Egg will remain the same, you need to learn how to switch ways while dealing with them.
After you know WHO DO YOU LOVE, then make sure to find out WHY DO YOU LOVE as well. It’s needed for a long-term. You need a reason to be with someone. There is something you liked unique in your partner, or else why are you with him/her!!
Being in love with a bed-bug is hard no-matter how good is that money/boots/smile or sex. If a person isn’t driven, you can’t be with them on the longer run. A person without a goal is indecisive and they will only bring instability to your life.
Doesn’t matter which side you are in, try to be a better you with a motive. Motive/goal can be anything, being a better student/employee/business person whatever it is. First find your reason to strive/live, other side will celebrate you in LOVE.
Whenever LOVE approaches me, the only thing I will do is be me & be True. Rest everything needs to be done by the other person. Things need to make sense before I believe.
I value life for what it is. The only thing I appreciate is TRUTH, doesn’t matter how good or ugly it is. I don’t want you to judge anything. Let me cherish you if anything goes down. My shoulders will always be there to lift you higher, not just to cry and calm down. Our tiny motto will be to build something bigger than what we had & stay indulged in each other while making it happen. I will never hesitate being naked in front of you emotionally, you have to be my mirror (vice versa). Not the best one; I want to write a LOVE STORY which brought more money, more challenges, more experience, more happiness, tons of rampant raw sex & abundance to life.
If we want a kite to soar high, we need to loosen our grip on the strings that’s in our hands. How high that kite flies depends on how much freedom you can give! The more we let it loose, the higher it can soar.
“Just like caring someone, we need to let the other person explore, live a life away from us for a while, do things without us and make own decisions. This will help them discover their own identity and their own power. This will also allow them to fulfill their own KARMA, doesn’t matter good or bad. More importantly we need to encourage & support our partner in pursuing a life independent of us. They need to have their own friends, hobbies, activities & properties or belongings.”
Let’s not expect the other person to stick by our side in every aspect of our life all the time. This is the same freedom we seek for ourselves. Remember KARMA is individual. No-one else can help us fulfill it. It’s nothing but nurturing an idea, we need to let our idea go into places even if it’s scary. Let our ideas branch out into things we didn’t initially intend to explore whether it’s entering a new market for our product or partnering with someone that might add to the greatness of our idea. We need to give our ideas a chance to reach it’s full potential.
IF YOU LOVE IT, SET IT FREE. IF IT’S OURS, IT WILL ALWAYS RETURN BACK HOME.
A kite flies as far and high as you let it go.
Maybe today or tomorrow, In someway I want to add little life to your Life. That’s the only purpose of writing down all the posts you see in this blog. Take what that resonates with you, leave rest if they are contemplating your thought process. I respect all who visit this space. I hope I am able to bring little positive change to your life. Each word I have written in this entire blog are only pointed towards one person, that’s me.
Why pointed towards me?
Answer: In future; in case I fuck up with my life once again; I need to kick my butt, reboot myself looking at everything & every thought that’s mentioned here. Yes they all are rampant, raw & pure.
In case you are in love & your person is in the same positive vibration as you, you don’t need a GOD to rely on. You both will find out best ways together towards a great happening & naughtiest secure life.
Ha Ha. I can’t ask for more. Life is good when vibe is good. When a true person sparks a charm which makes you smile, that banter is raunchy af. Not LOVE, it’s your company which makes me feel grounded & pampered.
Bad true people are welcome, and a big FUCK YOU to good liers.