When I give, it does not come with strings. I’m not keeping track of what you owe me. When I give, I choose to do so without ulterior motives. I give because I’m genuine. I give because I know what it’s like to be without. To long for and be ignored. To speak and not be heard. To care for and have nothing returned. When I give it’s because I get it. It’s because I know the value in what I have in my heart and I refuse to let the world stop me from sharing that. But when things start being taken for granted, When you no longer appreciate my sincerity, I won’t switch, I won’t get angry, and I won’t be spiteful. I’ll just get smart and I’ll change your role in my life. Because when I give, I’m all in. But when I’m done, there’s no looking back.
I stopped sending paragraphs. I stopped telling people how to behave. I stopped entertaining retaliation & inconsistency. I stopped telling people how important is communication. I started walking away from all these crap, blocking, and distancing myself. Life is becoming peaceful. Sometimes being yourself & independent in life is better than being surrounded by halfass people.
(This post is not for those who came & vanished in past. It’s for my future person, in case you experience something is odd in me or missing in me, just say it and keep forgiving me till you experience the best of me.)
Religion is good, but organized religion is a scam.
GOD created humans to be independent, creative, unique and beautiful with own mind & heart, so that we can choose between what’s right & what’s wrong!! If your religion dictates how to pray, how to live, what to eat, when to eat, what to wear, what to think, then i am sorry to inform you that your God has already started cancelling you.
Being independent financially & emotionally is amazing. But nobody talks about why “Spending too much time alone” is not a good thing. Everyone needs some me time once in a while and taking time to yourself can increase your physical and emotional health. But too much time alone can be a bad thing. Even introverts need some level of daily social interaction to ward off feelings of isolation. Being cooped up inside every minute of every day can cause loneliness and depression to creep up.
Call a friend, video chat with the family member or just take a walk. If you can’t remember the last time you went outside or talk to someone you could be harming your mental health. Being selt sufficient is good but being self isolated isn’t a good human trait.
Being bad is ok, it’s solvable at some point. But being in denial isn’t right, someday it’s gonna blow up nasty & every negativity drags us down quickly. People who run away from themselves can’t stand for anything that’s legitimate, reason behind it is own moral flaws.
Nobody expects you to be a perfect human being. Learn to accept yourself for what you are, that’s what makes you build your own identity. Be yourself.
Everybody wants to be unique. But instead of working on it & putting real efforts to be something different, everybody starts pretending being superior compared to others which makes everybody the same piece of nothing.
I love it when a person just tells me “she/he wants nothing but piece of mind, little respect & a sustainable living with the right balance of earning+savings+expenses”. The same I expect from my partner one day; A truthful consistent independent person, that’s all.
(I adore you polish bum. HAPPY BIRTHDAY & you are celebrated in my books, always. Missing all your four cheeks.😈😘)