Their stories, their thoughts. The memories. The secrets that lay dormant in their head, waiting to be told. I find all of it so interesting. Cause I have been through a lot. And I am just fascinated by other’s struggles. Everyone has their own struggle. I love learning about someone’s life. How they came to be the person they are today, why they act or talk the way they do. It’s just very interesting.
You will live this life with that identity only once. Remain CONSISTENT on your path. Be the most authentic version of yourself, no matter what the world tells you to be.
Your life is your own. I want you to read that sentence until it sinks all the way down inside your gut and meets every last impulse that tells you to put your intuition on pause, to place yourself second, to squeeze and bend and break into the molds of what everyone else wants you to be.
Your life is your own. I want it to pass through your head so many times it slowly clears out the debris of your fear. I want you to meditate on it until you realize that you are not too strange, you just have the courage to be your true self, you are not too different, you just have the courage to follow your own heart, you are not unworthy, you are just honest about the very natural human experience of feeling unworthiness.
Every person alive wishes to embody these very same forms of freedom. They are not judging you, they are expressing the parts of themselves they’ve judged into silence.
Your life is your own, and it always will be. You must find the courage to claim it, or it will pass by you untouched, a glimmering, lost potential of all that could have been. (Not my words).
Date the one who cares with her whole head & heart. Date her if you can see yourself going for a drive while blasting throwbacks and screaming crazy every word of that track without being judged. Date her if you can see yourself at 4 in morning talking about life, goals and all of your passions. Date her if you can have fun with her but still crawl back into her arms when you really want/need to. Date her if she is humble but makes you feel confident and hypes you up. Date her if she can make you feel spoiled without any gifts or anything materialistic. Date her if she opens the door for you before leaving for work and never lets you leave without kissing you goodbye. Don’t date because she calls you baby/boo or if she says she cares about you but just asks for money & timeouts. Don’t date her if she talks badly about you to her friends or doesn’t defend you if they talk trash about you. Don’t date her because things may get better someday. You are living in present, efforts are needed right now.
If the person who’s reading this post is TAP; Don’t date her if she believes in ketchup, orange juice, vegan diet & naturally aspirated V12. SORRY DEMI.🤪
In this journey of life, we always come accross new people. Some become friends, some turn out to be romantic equations. And yes people put efforts to get things going. They put efforts, but they put efforts for a while. And that’s the fuck up. Humans don’t understand this one tiny thing; “You have to keep working on it forever to have a relationship/equation forever which yields happiness forever”.
Your life isn’t an AEROPLANE and RELATIONSHIPS don’t run on AUTOPILOT. (Said by DADDY TAP i guess).😜
You can’t let people scare you. You can’t go your whole life trying to please everyone else. You can’t go through life worried about what everyone else is going to think. Whether it’s your hair, clothes, what you have to say, how you feel, what you believe and what you have, you can’t let the judgment of others stop you from being you. Because if you do, you’re no longer you. You’re someone everyone else wants you to be. It’s just a waste of your precious time because you aren’t getting this life again.
DO WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES & HEAD PERMITS. BE YOURSELF.
Some follow their passion & some follow their person.
Earlier one wins life. Later one may win little love if the other person is on same page, in 2020 chances are still thin to expect truth out of someone’s head/heart.
(Reading all my posts/thoughts one person gets little scared of me sometimes, Please don’t. I adore you my polish bum. Can’t expect/ask more from you. I took my long sweet time or still taking more, hella unsure with it. Because I am still very much in love with money, pizza & cheesecake.😜 You are making my new city’s excitement 2X & I am not even started yet. Muaaaaaaahhhhhhh.)
People fear talking about mistakes. I have done crimes. Whatever comes to my head/heart always reaches my mouth instantaneously. Not afraid or not running away from my past anymore. It took time to heal & find my true-self. In LOVE with the way I vibe.🤗
Sometimes I feel bit drained with too much of everything I created for myself within a short period of time. But my head & heart both light up when I get a call once in a month from my team saying “Bossman, next week we need your signature & presence”.
Just because I allow, stop asking shit about my past. I was badly madly in LOVE once, just once. I did that mistake. I escaped it after a huge struggle inside my own head/heart. I am the one who ended it just for ending it. It was a toxic vicious cycle. That relationship taught me; I am a way better person being single & my TRUTH is my treasure. By breaking free, I honestly walked towards my happiness. If you know me; I still mourn my dog’s demise, two days after that date I celebrate someone’s death. It made me heartless, tough & rational. I used to take long time trusting people, now I have trust issues.
I hope I answered it truthfully. It will be much better if you stop asking me about something I wanna heal & halt.
Whenever things aren’t working in your life, switch off your head & heart both for a while (Remember both). Follow logic for two three days in everything you do. You will be back to TRUE you by the 4th day, that’s how things roll when you want fruitful positive changes.
You will fail & you have to rise again. Life it is.
People who juggle too much in their head don’t know they are juggling the same thing & confusing themselves. You can’t juggle egg & eggplant at the same time, you are juggling with boiled egg or scrambled egg. The egg is still the same.
Now while reading this, you are also thinking about your egg who is the same person with two sides. Be decisive whether to pick him/her without a second thought. Egg will remain the same, you need to learn how to switch ways while dealing with them.
Stop stalking, start talking. When you know someone is your source of real happiness, hold them close to your heart & soul. That’s what a soul tie means!!
You don’t come to a relationship with a armour of ego, deceit, pride, hidden agenda, half baked reality, lie and tons of obsessive codependent bullshit. You reach your love butt naked with smile on your face, hearts on your sleeve & Truth in your head/heart/mouth. If no, you haven’t loved yet. Time for some heart-to-heart conversation with self. Till the time you are not a TRUE you, you can’t get/give that goodness called LOVE..
Make mistakes. Dare to speak your truth. Pick your mate who can be your mirror. You don’t need God for forgiveness. You need a true person who can hear you, feel you & drag you out from darkness without judging you. Life is easy. Happiness is when you start being legit towards yourself.
Don’t stay stuck in your head thinking it’s safe, you are just lying to self. All deceptive & negative practices are definitely going to bite your butt soon or sooner.