1. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present. 2. What others think of you is none of your business. 3. Time heals almost everything, give it time. 4. Don’t compare your life to others and don’t judge them. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 5. Stop thinking too much, it’s alright not to know the answers. Answers will come to you when you least expect it. 6. No one is in charge of your happiness, except you. 7. Smile. You don’t own all the problems in the world. 8. Understand the difference between WANT & NEED. Follow what you feel.
I have travelled to Prague, Brussels, Vienna, Helsinki, Paris, Athens, Dublin, Oslo, Warsaw, Krakow, Rome, Budapest, Lisbon, Debrecen, Vatican City, Kiev, Cologne & last one Berlin because of my doctorate studies. Yesterday I shared one of my old snapchat memories outta fun & each time I travelled to any of these European cities my stories had one line in common “My favourite European city I have visited so far”. And yes there are some cities I have travelled 5-6 times. I fully agree that’s the one line I paste on every snap.
Since then my bestie has started taunting me about “Why am I so lazy to post a story without mentioning anything!!?” This bitch has literally started trespassing my privacy & property both since a while. Now few fuckers from university group also got a new topic to discuss about TAP whole day. I know there is not much to do outside because of corona virus situation, still this is not the right way to spend time. Try discussing about those days when I faked death on April fool’s day with the help of Ivan’s motorcycle, summer sausage & some ketchup. That story has more fun baked in & can be made into a 3 season Netflix series anyday if anyone can make a good script out of it.
Now about the accusation/taunt by Demi. When I travel to any place out of my city, it’s either for work (paid trip by employer/client) or I must have travelled with a gang of 15-16 friends. The fuck I got time to spend in snapchat & write few lines about that trip, not a fan of using phone for longer period of time anyways. I spend most free time in gym/pool/barbeque with friends or with my iPad because I got all OTT subscriptions free after activating new postpaid plan with international roaming. I am not enthusiastic about cities, every big city feels the same & I am not a fan of these concrete jungles. My parents still live in a town where nearest airport is at 6-7 hour drive away, though the mountainous roads are soothing & it’s always worth it to take a trip. Last time I visited home was in 18-January-2019. No matter where I stay, I am still a 76 kilo 184cm tall huge athletic active raw happening kid who loves climbing mountains, horse riding, gym, calisthenics, beaches, river rafting & hunting wild boars in jungle at night. Not a country guy but I love the vibe of being surrounded/supported by nature. Hopefully I am little happening than usual crowd & I love the way I am.
Whenever you are about to do anything deceptive towards someone, just think about it once “THE SAME CAN HAPPEN WITH YOU”. You don’t need regrets or course corrections towards own actions when your intentions are TRUE.
Just because I allow, stop asking shit about my past. I was badly madly in LOVE once, just once. I did that mistake. I escaped it after a huge struggle inside my own head/heart. I am the one who ended it just for ending it. It was a toxic vicious cycle. That relationship taught me; I am a way better person being single & my TRUTH is my treasure. By breaking free, I honestly walked towards my happiness. If you know me; I still mourn my dog’s demise, two days after that date I celebrate someone’s death. It made me heartless, tough & rational. I used to take long time trusting people, now I have trust issues.
I hope I answered it truthfully. It will be much better if you stop asking me about something I wanna heal & halt.