True me.. Tap-1268..

I am slowly learning how to just be in this moment.
How to survive.
How to exist.
How to live.
How to thrive.
How to understand that I cannot control life.
How to understand that I can only experience life in both it’s light and it’s dark stages.
I am slowly learning how to laugh and cry and feel through it all.
I am learning how to welcome the confusion and the joy that come with loving and living and breaking.

I am slowly learning how to accept where I am.
I am slowly learning how to simply believe in what I am becoming.
I am becoming a better version of myself, and that journey is just AMAZING.

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True me.. Tap-863..

You can’t skip chapters, that’s not how life works.
You have to read every line, meet every character.
You won’t enjoy all of it.
Hell, some chapters will make you cry for weeks.
You will read things you don’t want to read, you will have moments when you don’t want the pages to end.
But you have to keep going.

Stories keep the world revolving.
Live your story, don’t miss out.

Now this paragraph is for my close friends.
The question is; “Was i angry on Frank?”
Answer is: No, i laughed at his tiny mind in November-2019.
I was applying for PhD research scholar positions in Berlin. New city for me, Frank took me & few friends to an EXOTIC CAR MEET-UP, that too in a Dacia Duster. Not judging the car, any Dacia or VW is a good daily driver. But, I was laughing at the idea of going to an EXOTIC CAR MEET-UP in a DACIA DUSTER.😂

(No matter how much i praise a Tesla, i am a petrolhead by heart. I am a sucker for all AMG & BMW M-series cars, manual rear wheel drive please.)

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True me.. Tap-827..

Pay more attention to what stirs your heart.
Pay attention to the music that makes you want to cry, or dance, or jump right out of your skin.
Pay attention to what makes you happy truly happy,
the kind of happy that drips from your bones,
the kind of happy that gives you hope,
and makes you believe that you have a reason to be here.
Pay attention to the things that make you laugh, the things that make you smile.
Really focus on figuring out what compels you.
Really focus on discovering the aspects of the world that interest you and challenge you and make you want to learn and grow.

You have to pay attention,
To the things that make you believe in being alive.
To the people that support you and build you up and make you feel like you’re understood in a world that can sometimes feel like a haunted and hurtful place.
You have to pay attention to the life you want to create for yourself.
Because you are in charge of your own happiness.
You are in charge of who you become.
So, if something makes your soul feel like it is finally home, pay attention to it.
Whether it is a job, or an idea, or a goal, or a person, or a place, just follow what makes you feel alive.
Just make your life your own.

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Tru2Day882

PEOPLE CRY, NOT BECAUSE THEY’RE WEAK.
IT’S BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STRONG FOR TOO LONG.

– JOHNNY DEPP.

(This paragraph got nothing to do with the post above. Last time i cried, someone was asking me about GoDaddy hosting renewal payment. People fake a lot of shit. Now the good part, my bestie DEMI took me on a drive that night 2AM. I barely trust her driving, but pushing a brand new Alfa Romeo Giulia Quadrifoglio to it’s top speed limit was also important till we crossed our country border.)

True me.. Tap-685..

No one knows what you need to do more than you do.
Cry when you need to, It’s relieving.
Laugh when you need to, It’s healing.
Sit alone half an hour when you need to, It’s necessary.
Surround yourself with random friends when you need to, It’s eye-opening. Especially listening to someone carefully is a dose of nectar to our eager mind & heart. Living by your needs is not easy, no one said it was. But a fact that you should always remember is this: “You are more worthy of being taken care of than anyone around you. And I don’t mean the superficial kind of care. I mean the care that your soul needs”.

Everyone around you is struggling somehow. Everyone around you is trying to reach a goal, a destination, or a dream. Just as you might not expose your worries to the world, no one else has to. Remember that you are a work in progress. You are not perfect & you are not expected to be PERFECT.

Do not allow the fear of falling to stop you from jumping.
Do not allow the fear of responsibility to stop you from committing.
Do not allow the fear of exposure to stop you from shining.
(Not my words).

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True me.. Tap-624..

THE DON’T DO LIST:

Don’t let this world make you bitter. Don’t let the actions of other people turn you cold inside. Certain things happen that hurt us, people come that leave us, and most of all there are moments when you’re bound to fall. Don’t let those things make you unkind human. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to be sad. But it’s never okay to do other people wrong just because you were done wrong.

We are HUMANS. We break. We make mistakes. But don’t let pain and sadness run your lives. Wake up in the morning and do what you think is right. There are moments in your life where you feel like giving up and you can’t take it anymore. It’s okay. Breathe. Inhale. Exhale. I know you’re weak. But the things that show your weak side are also the same ones that make you stronger in the long run. It’s all about taking whatever life throws at you and learning from it.
(Not my words).

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Tap my thoughts.. 198..

Last time I cried was in March-2019, before that it’s January-2017. I have a count, I took lessons when my tears were wasted for worthless people or reasons.

True me..Tap-161..

Never cry for someone who hurts you. You need to be thankful to such people, thankful for showing their true colours & helping you find someone better.

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True me.. Tap-109..

Whenever LOVE approaches me, the only thing I will do is be me & be True. Rest everything needs to be done by the other person. Things need to make sense before I believe.

I value life for what it is. The only thing I appreciate is TRUTH, doesn’t matter how good or ugly it is. I don’t want you to judge anything. Let me cherish you if anything goes down. My shoulders will always be there to lift you higher, not just to cry and calm down. Our tiny motto will be to build something bigger than what we had & stay indulged in each other while making it happen. I will never hesitate being naked in front of you emotionally, you have to be my mirror (vice versa). Not the best one; I want to write a LOVE STORY which brought more money, more challenges, more experience, more happiness, tons of rampant raw sex & abundance to life.

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