I have a secret diary in this app called “ColorNote”. In case I fuck up something or someone abuses my way of life, I write it down. On this date something was definitely making me restless, I think I hurt someone & that person didn’t accept my SORRY.
I usually talk to whoever listening about my days before hitting the bed for 2 minutes, most of the times it’s talking to myself. I never get a peaceful sleep at night if someone is hurt because of me.